further to this... i don't know why he still matters so much to me.  it's weird.  i mean it feels different deffinitly now, but...

i so hope he texts me back...

please don't be a dick.


He actually had texted at 7:16 and wanted all pix.  I sent them.  I am a dumbass....

Hoping/praying this is the start of something.  There's not much I wouldn't do for him.

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Had a good day of texting with him.  I'm starting with the obsession thing again, though.  And that scares me.

He sent 3 pix yesterday and a video ... smoking hot.  Flirting...

I sent 3 better ones this a.m. ... I have no idea where this is going.  But from going from situations like this
to him getting caught and nothing but phonecalls... to hardly any phonecalls but texts and back to pix again.

Is he fucking with me, universe???

He told me he loves me, to my face, and I believe it.  I know he still does... do you think he's leading me on?

It'd be a shame if nothing came out of this after finding eachother after all of these years...

Wonder what he'll think of the pix.