Well, yesterday was fine.. normal. we texted about the concert and him running into hubby... off and on all day. He called at the end and we talked more. I miss him and I miss him in my daily life but something tells me it's slipping away. I don't know why. I really, truly, felt like he'd be in my future and for the most part I still do... but friends don't dirty text... friends don't call friend's boobs "lovely".
I actually went to sleep thinking of him as always and dreamt of him... and wondered what it would be like. I told him that this morning and haven't heard back. Either avoidance or avoidance, really.
I don't know what to do/think about it. I just love him so much... but I don't see it right now. I'm sure he feels the same about that... I wish he wouldn't marry her -- he always said he wouldn't be I get the feeling it's coming. And that'll be the end of it.
Anyhow...
No comments:
Post a Comment