So I sent that email to him ... we chatted on/off on Thurs and Friday through the day -- had a great
convo on Thurs... no weirdness at all... I miss him.
But, that said, it's still weird. I hate to even say this because if I say it, it becomes out there and potentially real... but I do wonder if it's just completely done. I mean, clearly if he wanted me in his life, I would be. Something is different and has been for some time. And I don't know what it is... maybe it's me.
I truly think/thought there was/is something there/here. I know we are back in eachother's lives for a reason... and I feel sad and lost. But with nothing I can do about it, what can I do?
He needs to miss me and I need to not text him... and I need to stay off facebook to make him at the very least wonder.
I hope he misses me.
Will blog more... I need to, to get through this.
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