This is FUCKING endless. I'm not gonna lie. 7 days left 'til he's back in the same state as me ... 8 'til we talk again...
I go back/forth with the worrying/wondering if things will change between us since we've had no contact for 10 days. I hate that insecurity. He's having a blast and likely thinking nothing about me. At all. Why should I make this my obsession. There will be nothing I can do one way or the other anyhow...
Off to the mountains with my girl... more later.
Seriously this is fucked up -- I was drawn to the psychic/clarity reader today at this bhuddist shop ... well, she did a reading on me and actually said mostly everything about b that is true ... not much that I didn't know.. but weird and eerie that I hear it from a stranger. She said he is my soulmate and I have to agree. I'm weirded out by it but intrigued just the same.
Had a great day with Bella - we got another thing for the deck -- love it... it dangles and has bells.
I do hope he is thinking of me. I miss him...
And, onto Day #4. Would love to hear from him.
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