Yup -- here I am. In NC. It's been a wild ride... staying 1/2 way at my mothers.
I'm exhausted and numb... sad/happy/tired/lonely/excited... you name it. I've talked to him several times -- once by phone on Saturday -- was in the mtns with his buddies...drinking. really funny convo. Sunday texted a few times back/forth... when I said I was here he said "welcome home".
We're supposed to be getting together tomorrow. I so hope we still are. IDK why it would change but I'm so nervous about everything that nothing will surprise me ever.
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